I'm trying to get it together, because I have to be to work in less than two hours. But I really don't have a handle on my emotions or my temper right now.
One of our dogs apparently ate a large plastic toy while no one was home. Now he's very ill, and without surgury, he will die. Unless the vet's office will allow my parents to make payments on the bill, they can't afford it. So currently, mom is laying in the middle of the floor sobbing over the dog. My dad has no idea how to deal with this, or most any of my mom's issues.
I want my dog to be ok, but currently the house is so full of drama that I can't even focus.
My sister is behaving like the spoiled brat she's been all summer long. Last night, both my mom and my sister told me they can't wait for me to be out of the house, because i'm in their way.
They don't have any respect for me, or the constant running that I do for them. I work 2 jobs and go to school, and they could care less that I use all of my free time for their needs. They don't give me any gas money, or any money to pay me back when I pick up their groceries or whatever.
My parents marriage is in shambles. All they do is fight, and it's effecting the entire house. Mom isn't paying the bills like she is supposed too, so bill collectors are calling non-stop. The house stays in a mess, because I can't keep up with all of it myself.
There is just so much going on and I can't deal with it, because I'm trying to work and make good grades (which is hard to do, when the house is like a violent zoo all the time) and start my own life.
I feel like i'm failing my family, and there isn't anyone around to listen.
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