Wednesday, September 29, 2010

"I hope you choke/On the promises you broke"

Song of the day-

"Choke" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5bmbeS1jYM&feature=related


Look into my eyes/I am the one who you despise/
Cause I exposed your lies/
And it's my turn to watch you burn (to watch you burn)/
I hope you choke/
On the messages that you wrote/
Telling me that you will be here 'til the end/
You'll never see/
A different side to me/
A side that you just did not ever understand/
Sing it like last time/
With every line/
Ends with a rhyme/
You'll get great reviews/
But I refuse to be reused (to be reused)/
I hope you choke/On the promises you broke/
Telling me that you would always be my friend/
You'll never see/A different side to me/
A side that you just did not ever understand/
I hope you choke (on the messages you wrote)/
I hope you choke (on the promises you broke)/
I know you'll choke (on the messages you wrote)/I
know you'll choke (I hope you'll choke)

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Friday, September 10, 2010

50 things I bet you didn't know about me List.

(people still do these and tag me in them....and I've done all my homework for the week....so why not!)

1. When I was born they weighed me in at 10 lbs. But it was a messed up weigh-in, I was actually a 12lb baby. And my mother birthed me naturally with no pain meds.

2. I've broken my nose....by falling into a brick wall.

3. I won the state title for South Carolina 4-H public speaking, 5 years in a row and declined the trip to D.C. to compete in Nationals. I was also the head of the 4-H Student Advisory Council for my two local counties....

4. I cannot eat Apple Jacks cereal, I break out in a rash when I do.

5. I don't like any sort of white dressings or sauces. Ranch, mayonaise, tartar sauce...etc

6. I secretly really love The Pussycat Dolls.

7. The french fried onions that you put on casseroles....i enjoy right out of the can.

8. The movie "Remember the Titans"....makes me cry. I don't know why.

9. I think the lead singer for 12 Stones....is a fox.

10. I'm planning to get 3 tattoos.....but none of them will be visible because I don't want to bug my parents.

11. I like to mix up grapes, walnuts and whipped ream in a bowl and eat it...cause it's delicious

12. Even though i'm a big, goofy kid.....I auditioned and received a full scholarship to dance for a local company for jazz, ballet and lyrical.....and i was actually pretty good. Myself and some of my fellow classmates won the company a few 1st places in our day.

13. I know the exact location and the exact look of my wedding...whenever that happens.

14. During my time as a dancer, particularly during the awkward time of being in full blown puberty, one of my best guy friends at the time (i was 14) and i kissed each other backstage while wating for our count to go on stage. That still makes me laugh when i think about it....we thought we were being sooooo bad ass.

15. People think I'm really shy......but more or less, i'm just quiet until i get used to the situation.....then I'm overly opinionated and annoying.

16. I very much love clubs and club dancing. ....as long as it's not with strangers.

17. I love being tall. I think being short would suck.

18. If I could.....all I would ever consume is pasta and ice cream.

19. I mix Nutella into my coffee.

20. I decided because I live in the boonies to walk outside in a shirt and underwear one morning to get the mail....and of course the boy across the trees was out riding his bike. I learned a valuable lesson that day...

21. I am terrified of the dark.

22. I think I have pyromaniac tendencies....I love to strike matches, I love to burn multiple candles, i love fireworks, bonfires....I love anything to do with fire.

23. I attemped to commit suicide in highschool. My family doesn't know, and will never know. They are the reason I didn't do it. To this day, I regret ever even considering it.

24. All of my old friends from highschool call me Bee. Somehow, it ended up...now all my work friends call me that as well. My grandfather has always called me Miss Bee. So i guess i'm stuck with the ridiculous nickname.

25. I get a little pissy when people eat my candy.

26. I still love the fact that I get a stocking every Christmas, even though I'm to old for it.

27. I will beat the hell out of anyone who insults my family.....and won't think twice.

28. If I could....I would get my degree in sports journalism.....I'd LOVE to work or write for EPSN.

29. I hate my middle name with a passion. It's so plain. Nicole. and to think, my family was going to call me Niki when i was born. Thank God for small miracles.

30. It irritates me when people think my name is short for Brooklyn. IT ISN'T!!!!

31. One of my most favorite things, is that peaceful moment when the sun is going down on the beach and you're just relaxing in the sand. I think it's the greatest thing ever.

32. I have 2 cousins with my same birthday. I'm just a heck of alot older than they are.

33. I like tomato on my grilled cheese sandwiches

34. I love nature trails.

35. my dream car is a '10 Mercury Mariner Hybrid.....anyone have 30 grand for me to buy one?

36. I hate that i'm so freckly.

37. I go behind my dept. manager and finish all the paperwork he forgets about, so he doesn't get into trouble. (they don't know that i know how to do it)

38. I can change my own oil in my car. I also know how to change my tire...my dad just does it for me anyway.

39. I kinda love to vacuum.

40. I like fruity pebbles better than cocoa pebbles.

41. Criminal Minds....is the best show ever.

42. I secretly watch crappy reality tv like Dog the Bounty Hunter....when I'm really bored.

43. I think Usher's "Dj's Got Us Falling In Love Again" song....is so much fun. (Don't judge me...)

44. I played a Toucan in a play when i was 10........and a Bon Bon in a performance of The Nutcracker when i was 11. SO EMBARRASSING.

45. I still miss my basset hound, Sadie. Best dog ever.

46. When I say something, I really mean it. I do not lie. I am easily guilted by my conscience.

47. I am loyal until the very end....even when the person doesn't deserve my loyalty

48. Even though I am not Catholic anymore (atleast not by my standards or opinions), I still do the Sign of the Cross after I take Communion.....out of habit, and because I feel like I'm being disrespectful if I don't.

49. I dread turning 30 haha

50. No matter what happens in life, I will never allow anything or anyone to come between myself and my relationship with God.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Song list (for chrissy)

MUSIC LIST! For one of my only friends sticking by me lately- Miss Chrissy Taratuta.

(Look up Villanova on myspace or facebook and listen to all of their stuff....it's a local band, but they are AMAZING. I've seen them live etc. My favorite lately.
Make Noise, Straight to the Bottom and The Fall are 3 of their best songs.

SONGS THAT WILL CRACK YOU UP-
"Show Me Yo' Bootyhole"- Saosin (this song made me keel over and die..its crude though. very crude)
"Hollaback Boy"- Cobra Starship
"Kiss me, I'm Shitfaced"- Dropkick Murphys (Irish...and I love it. Should be a theme song for downtown Columbia)


Rock Songs-
A Day To Remember - Check these out
"If Looks Could Kill"
"Your Way With Words Is Through Silence"
"Casablanca Sucked Anyways"
(just check out all of their stuff, but i felt like these were perfect for right now)
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Stupid Kid- Alkaline Trio (this needs to be our theme song for life lol)
Blood on my Hands- The Used
Stop This Song (Lovesick Melody)- Paramore
The Feel Good Drag- Anberlin
Naive Orleans- Anberlin
There Is No Mathmatics To Love and Loss- Anberlin
Lie To Me- 12 stones (this one is excellent lyrically)
Give Up The Grudge- Gob
Kiss Me- New Found Glory
Beat Your Heart Out- The Distillers
Catalyst- Linkin Park
How You Love Me Now- Hey Monday
So Help Me God- Fireflight
Liar- Fireflight
Supernatural- Flyleaf

Emo Songs-
Hello World- Lady Antebellum
One Day- O.A.R.
Burn It Down- Alter Bridge
You're Not Alone- Saosin
18th Floor Balcony- Blue October
Stripped- Shiny Toy Guns
Major Tom (coming home)- Shiny Toy Guns
Sally's Song- Amy Lee

Go and Danceeeeeeeee songs-
Krazy (with Lil Jon)- Pitbull
Shake (Pitbull)- Ying Yang Twins
Impacto- Daddy Yankee
Gasolina- Daddy Yankee (all their stuff is good....and spanish. LOL)
Take it Off- Kesha

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Matthew 22:37-39

Something people need to be reminded of.



Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.' – Matthew 22:37-39