Pardon Me/While I Burst/Into Flames.

So I guess I owe the world an apology. I am sorry that I am such a huge pain in the ass. I'm sorry that I'm ugly. I'm sorry that I'm stubborn and opinionated. I'm sorry that I know what I want in life. I'm sorry I don't settle for just any guy or any friends. I'm sorry that I don't mesh with everything to "Fit in" and to be accepted by the standard, stereotypical social masses (Who by the way, won't be apart of your life 5 years from now, and don't care about you). I'm sorry that I don't allow people to treat me like shit anymore, even if it requires being mean about it. I'm sorry if I stand up for what I believe in. I'm sorry that i'm bizarre, weird, flakey, quirky, eccentric....whatever.
I am sorry that I accept me and all of my flaws (physically and mentally) to the fullest extent, because that's how God made me and I'm damn proud of it. I'm sorry that I am not worth anyone's time.

I guess it was ok for me to be when I was handing out money and not asking for it to be paid back, or running people places because they didn't have a car, or answering the phone at 3am to help them through problems, or being loyal to the very end to even the most epic of assholes.
I guess it's ok for everyone else to act like shit, but I'm not allowed to call you out on it.

I am sorry that I go above and beyond what I should to take care of people when they ask me for help, and never ask for anything in return. I'm sorry that i even bother trying to be a friend.
I'm sorry that I even care.

I'm sorry that the world is so full of lying, selfish people that I have to feel this angry on the inside because of it.

"A decade ago/ I never thought I would be at twenty three/
On the verge of spontaneous combustion/woe is me
But I guess that it comes with the territory/An ominous landscape of never ending calamity/
I need you to hear, I need you to see/
That I have had all I can take/
And exploding seems like a definite possibility to me/

So pardon me while I burst into flames/
I've had enough of the world and it's people's mindless games/
So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame/
Pardon me, pardon me/
I'll never be the same"

Pardon Me- Incubus